Currently Listening Sweet Right Here By SHeDAISY see related

sooooo yeah my life is so crazy right now.....

God, Family, Friends, Work, soon to be school, ..and they are all 4 damading more attention then im giving them well not really God.....but i really would like to spend even more time with Him.....and my Family is cool about it (cause i havent been ignoreing/neglecting/avoiding them).........they kno i cant be here all the time like i was b4.......but still i fill bad
cause the little guys are like "ure going again!?" lol
 im like "yeah"
so i bring them candy and stuff ......haha yeah....

plus there is so so so much more that i would love to put here but i cant...

so anyways..........i serriosuly worry that i dont worry about all this stuff.....God just gives me an amazing Peace.....so yeah! anyways heres my theme song for at least the next few months

Ever been misunderstood, misused, or misled
Ever knocked on the sky
and had it fall on your head
well, don't worry 'bout it, don't worry
Ever lost your luggage, your marbles,
your house
Or found yourself in bed with Uncle Sam or Mickey Mouse
Ever been accused of murder on Music Row
Or caught in morning traffic when you
really gotta go - Oh no!

[Chorus]
Life is funny, life's a mess
Sometimes a curse, sometimes a blessing
Don't worry 'bout a thing, don't worry 'bout it
Life gets sticky, life can bruise
Sometimes you win sometimes your losing
No matter what it brings
Don't worry 'bout a thing

Ever sat yourself down when the
seat is all wet
Or see your "ex" sucking face with
a little brunette
Don't worry 'bout it, no don't worry
Ever lost your religion, ever lost your
best friend
Or found your last record in the bargain bin
Or been stuck in a divorce like crazy glue
Or scraped someone else's gum off the
bottom of your shoe - Boo hoo!

[Repeat Chorus]
Life is funny, life's a mess
Sometimes a curse, sometimes a blessing
Don't worry 'bout a thing, don't worry 'bout it
Life gets sticky, life can bruise
Sometimes you win sometimes your losing
No matter what it brings
Don't worry 'bout a thing

(Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah - Blah, Blah,
Blah, Blah, Blah, - Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah,
Blah)

Don't worry, don't worry

[Bridge:]
We all got a little junk in the trunk
And when you're feelin' good as sunk
Remember, everything will be just fine
If I laugh at yours then you'll laugh at mine

[Repeat Chorus 2x]
Life is funny, life's a mess
Sometimes a curse, sometimes a blessing
Don't worry 'bout a thing, don't worry 'bout it
Life gets sticky, life can bruise
Sometimes you win sometimes your losing
No matter what it brings
Don't worry 'bout a thing

(Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah - Blah, Blah,
Blah, Blah, Blah, - Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah,
Blah)

Don't worry, don't worry

Life gets sticky, life can bruise
Sometimes you win sometimes your losing
No matter what it brings
Don't worry 'bout a thing

(thank you very much)

btw its country.......Shedaisy to be exact

(Chorus)

Do you know how I feel? Torn between two feelings

It’s hard not to be grieving

But I manage to keep my smile on and my heart bright

Because I know that in the end everything will be right

I’m stuck between knowing you

And loving you

I need to decide; but I can’t decide

Why is life this way?

Why is it hard to say;

No

Why can’t I say yes?

Do you know how I feel? Torn between two feelings

It’s hard not to be grieving

But I manage to keep my smile on and my heart bright

Because I know that in the end everything will be right

My heart is silent, my head says no

But in the end which way will I go?

It’s cruel to keep you waiting; but I’m still waiting myself

In the end we will know if we’ are together, or each by ourselves

I want to know the answer of my heart too!

So I know how you feel when you say ‘I still love you’

Sooner then we know the answer will be found

I wish I knew now though cause I cant take this marry-go –round

Do you know how I feel? Torn between two feelings

It’s hard not to be grieving

But I manage to keep my smile on and my heart bright

Because I know that in the end everything will be right

In the end I want to love you

In the end I hope I’ll love you

In the end I might just love you

But we must wait till the end,

You won’t have to wait much longer then

Patience is a virtue, one that really burns

Patience is a virtue, one we all must learn

Do you know how I feel? Torn between two feelings

It’s hard not to be grieving

But I manage to keep my smile on and my heart bright

Because I know that in the end everything will be right

In the end I want to love you

In the end I hope I’ll love you

In the end I might just love you

i dont read most song lyerics ppl put on there xangas....but you ppl may want to go up and re read that.....cause i worte it.....what do you think? could i be a song writer? i write stuff at least 2 times a week (AT LEAST) i just dont post most of it....should i post more of it? what should the tittle of the song be? anythoughts would be hot

 This fallowing passage of scripture is like one of my favorites in the whole Bible...

^“12Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. ¹³Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do:”

(Now this is my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE PART, of this section)

“Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, ¹⁴I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.”

  (And then he concludes...)

 “¹⁵All of us who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you. ¹⁶Only let us live up to what we have already attained.”

   “¹⁷Join with others in following my example, brothers, and take note of those who live according to the pattern we gave you. ¹⁸For, as I have often told you before and now say again even with tears, many live as enemies of the cross of Christ.”

Wow, that’s just amazing! If only we all lived like that! Forgetting our earthly goods and going after and seeking with all our might the ONLY thing that really counts, JESUS!

It’s like the hymn "once what I saw as gain, I now only count as loss" o how the world could benefit from that! "Forgetting what lies behind" o what a beautiful thought! Have you ever wished you could erase something that happened before?  Just forget it? I know I have! And this verse gives us hope! It tells us that we CAN forget what lies behind us! We CAN move on!

And the author (I think its Paul) gives us the simple answer "God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus" in other words; ALL we have to do it follow our Prince of Peace!

It’s SO easy, yet at the same time unbearably hard! How can we know the answer, and yet refuse to accept it? we know all we have to do is give it to God, but yet we hold on with all our might, thinking that this rage.....that this sin.....will some how benefit us......somehow help us more then letting it go would.... but the question is why? Why do we think that holding on is better....when we know deep down it is not! We know with all of our heart what God wants yet....we refuse to let him have it....

I believe its cause we think we have control....we as fallen beings, think by not giving this to God we have some control over him.....by not giving him what he "wants" we think we are partly controlling him, much like we would do a dog! we hold the "treat" right out of His reach......thinking that he cant reach it cause were holding it back.....o but that is NOT true!.....

He loves us so much, he doesn’t want to force us into submission!......he wants us to give it to him freely, by holding back our sin, we are showing a lack of trust, and therefore a lack of faith in God! in our effort to "control God" we are showing our own lack of faith and lack or maturity!.....for look at Paul’s closing points "All of us who are mature should take such a view of things" in other words.......if you are mature, you wont hold on to stuff of the past! You won’t dwell on things that can’t be changed! You will press on to the prize that is waiting for us in Christ! FORGETTING what lies behind!

The key though to forgetting is to ask God to help you forget! It’s to ask him to help you move on! And the second step is to find someone who has forgotten! Someone who has "lived according to the pattern we (Paul and the church) gave you" Someone who can help and encourage you! But beware, because he didn’t end with that he ended with an advisory, a caution if you will. He wants you to find someone to follow because

"many live as enemies of the cross of Christ." and you WILL need God to help you, and you will want a good example to follow, because Satan is wondering around.....like a lion, looking for someone to devour.....some one who will once again believe his lie's!

Watch out for Satan’s traps......and PRAY!.....that God will help you get out of/avoid them!

mmk, well i was thinking today.....about the lyerics in this song on the prince of Egypt....it goes

"Does the rock that sits on the very top of the moutains mighty face,          think its more important, the the ones that form the base?"

i think this is a great question, why do we as humans think we are more improtant cause were higher up, when we would be NOTHING without others helping us!

God uses other people to help us ALL the time, he will use ure friends and your parents, your neighbors, and ure siblings.....and just about everyone else! when they say something snappy to you, when u dont deseve it at all! maybe hes testing you on ure response! is ure response one of anger, or one of love?

do you want to say somthing snappy back? or do you realize that maybe they've had a tough day and they just need to wind down....

but remember it is GODS job to convict them of there sin.....NOT you! if they are COMPLETLY in the wrong, so what? God forgave you and he wants you to forgive them.....you just need to let God convict them....and i garuntee...He can/will do a WAY better job then you trying to argue with them!

ok.....im sorry that wasnt very thought provokeing....im just starting....and im trying to see what i can write about......good, and what i cant......dont worry the net one will be WAY better

Before i start i will say that this is my serrious site, i have site to make you laugh and smile.....the name is MRblondME.and the link is http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=MRblondME

this site and my other one are going to be opposites....proof that i have a serrious side......the goal of this site is to encourage you, and to provoke serrious thoughts.... I will talk about God prolly alot!....not to mechen lessons ive learnd and stuff im stuggleing with.....so now i can help ppl smile, and i can help them think.....just depending what site they choose!